Late at night, as the world sleeps around me, I lie on a friend’s couch, surfing the web.
My future is uncertain; I have followed my guides’ instructions and made no plans for my life. What will I do tomorrow and the day after? It’s hard to be afraid when I trust so implicitly, but what if . . .
I’m perusing YouTube for channeling from Ashtar Sheran, whom I met only a few months previously, but already cannot fathom life without knowing. A video, muted with some message scrolled across the bottom which I barely read. But it has my preferred picture of you, that first picture. Your eyes, burning TRUTH, touch something within me, stir something I cannot understand with the depths of me.
Intensely, you gaze at me. You, not a picture, you are there, gazing at me from this screen. The words on the video say, “Now, receive a personal message from Ashtar Sheran. . .”
I suck in a breath, maintaining eye contact with you.
Words, in my head, reverberate loudly.
“You will be my spokesperson.”
Disbelief. Not at hearing a message, but at the content of it.
“You will be my spokesperson.”
“You will be my spokesperson.” The message repeats over and over, clear, strong, defined, until my denial is chipped away.
“You will be my spokesperson.”
“Ok,” I say aloud. The video ends. I close my laptop and settle down to sleep. Awed.
Dear Selene,
Such a blessing to have bestowed upon such a beautiful being of light that you are. I feel so honored to have had your reading and forgot to tell you that at one point, when I was reviewing it today, I saw Astar as clearly as you have just described him to me………..AS YOU WERE SPEAKING TO ME!!! Let that re-vibrate in you as it is to me to VALIDATE and CHEER you on in this wonderful gift that has been given to you. Namaste my dear and loving friend. In love and Light, Tracy
WOW. That is beyond words. Thank you so much for the confirmation!! Did you receive a message from him? :)
No, He didn’t tell me anything. After I saw his face, so dearly loved, I felt incredable love from him and then he disappated into pure energy. BUT, it was the first time in my meditations that I have ever pictured him or felt his direct attention on myself. Love you, T
wonderful!!!