Lately, when channeling Elliot, I’ve been signing it “Selene” after the “I Am” at the end. Woops.

The part of me that’s still a little nervous people think I’m making this up freaks out a bit, but the rest of me feels happy I’m feeling more and more Unity with my twin flame. It’s not like I accidentally sign “Selene” when I’m channeling Ashtar or Adama.

I know I shared with you all about that huge wave of sadness I felt the other day, but for the most part, I’m feeling really confident about my romantic life. Which will perhaps come together, soon?

I think a lot of that confidence comes from my ever deepening relationship with Elliot.

Last year, he randomly showed up in front of me, out of the blue, and said, “We originally weren’t going to meet in this lifetime [of yours], do you want to?”

I said “YES!” without hesitation. He didn’t need to introduce himself to me, I didn’t know his name but I knew what he was to me instantly. In that moment, I learned the difference between a Soul Mate and a Twin Flame. At least according to how I use the terms, my best friends are my soul mates. We have intense, strong connections. My sister is my soul mate, we’ve incarnated together several times. But Elliot is who I am. Of course, so is everyone else…. but it’s not quite the same.

Elliot has been teaching me how to love myself. He’s been showing me how I deserve to be loved. Which is of course, in a way that I have never before observed or experienced. (He’s also been teaching me how to love myself, if you catch my drift. . .)

Elliot has been teaching me who I am in a way I’m not sure I can describe. Something about interacting with him calls forth some purity from within me. Calls forth an essence from within me that I felt lacking but couldn’t quite acknowledge or understand. I feel more calm and serene when his presence is near. He brings with him a sense of peace and subtle shifting of my energies that create in me the experience of myself as perfection.

When I first started interacting with him, I thought that I would go to Telos to meet him. Or perhaps he would manifest in the physical for me here. . . But there was a quiet desperation in my hopes, a neediness… When I returned from Mt Shasta without such an experience…. my disappointment was deep.

But he did manifest in the physical for me.

On the way to Mt Shasta, we stayed in Ashland, OR for a few days. I was driving, trying to park actually, looking for the healing fountain downtown (which turned out to be naaasty, sulfurous stuff). Emphasis on trying to park, because I was doing a terrible job of it. Somehow, we ended up in a random, tiny parking lot that was full. Just as we were discussing going somewhere else, a youngish man drove past me going the other way, so the driver car windows passed each other relatively closely. Intense eye contact occurred between the two of us, which my dear friend Erin (who had channeled Elliot’s name for me) observed from the back seat behind me.

This was unusual. Guys do check me out, I know that, but I rarely return sustained eye contact for so long with an attractive man. I usually act shy, maybe look away or pretend non-interest. What was even more strange was the complete and total look of adoration he gave me, as Erin pointed out. What was way more strange was my reaction to his adoration. I completely received it; I didn’t try to deny it or explain it away. I accepted it as if I deserved it. I basically shrugged my shoulders and said something to the affect of, “Well, of course, he did.” Now, I may have Leo in four or five different places in my chart, but I’m not that confident.

A few hours later, Erin said, “Selenē*, I think that was Elliot.” My ego balked at the idea that a 5th Dimensional being would choose a drive by as a way to manifest to connect with me in the physical, but as Erin pointed out, they can create whatever they want, what ever is least destructive to me. And, there was just no way to deny the truth.

Elliot manifested in the physical for me.

A few months after I returned from Mt Shasta, it occurred to me that if I had a Telosian self currently living in Telos (whatever current means these days!) and yet here I am in a physical body on the Earth’s surface right now…. maybe Elliot also had a physical incarnation living somewhere on the Earth’s surface? Ding ding ding! Little bells went off inside me and something shifted.

That’s who I’ve been waiting for.

Elliot has since promised me that he will bring me his “current” incarnation. And I think I finally believe him, which brings me back to that basic feeling of peace I was talking about earlier. I trust I will know life on Earth with my Beloved. I’m willing to continue walking my path as I am, growing and expanding, trusting. I feel my family coming together, just out there, not quite manifested in time yet.

I have heartfelt gratitude for my love Elliot, for showing me so much.
Thank you all for loving me.

Here’s a picture I drew of Elliot today… It’s not great quality since I took it with my computer camera, but as soon as I can get to the library I’ll scan a better one. But you can feel the essence of it. The words say, “I am Elliot of Telos, Friend to All, I Love You ALL WAYS”

*My friends call me Selenē, with a long ee sound out the end, which I showed with the macron (I want to get the sound across, but dislike spelling my name incorrectly, which changes the vibration in a way pronunciation doesn’t.)