I want to express my heartfelt gratitude to all of my readers. All you who have followed me for years and those who have only stopped by a few times.

As you probably know, I am in a near constant state of growth and re-generation, as we ALL are, on this journey back to ourselves, this ascension journey. I have spent the past 4 years sharing my heart here on this blog, and I have developed as a writer, as a spiritual person, and professionally as a channel and healer.

I believe that the time is nearing for me to dive into my career as a speaker, teacher, and writer. As the years passed and my “work” developed, I simply added more and more “stuff” to this blog. I got a bit jumbled up inside myself, confused by the tangle of what I was doing and what I was wanting to do.

Now, I find myself wanting a fresh start, to begin completely anew.

I’m writing to announce that I will no longer be updating this blog, though I will leave it here, to serve as an autobiographical archive of my beginnings.  Please feel free to browse and to share whatever is on your heart as you read.

Over the next few months I will focus on the changes I wish to create in my life. I will center in myself and focus on clarity in my work. Later in the year I will create a new website, intended to focus on my service.

In the meantime, there are still several places you can find me. I will continue to blog at TwinFlameHeartOpenings.com and sessions with myself and my beloved continue to be available. If you wish to request a session with me  as a channel, you are welcome to do so. I am still continuing to work with Adama on AdamaTelos.com. I frequently channel Adama there. I will also be continuing my radio shows on blogtalkradio.com. So please feel free to stop by and visit me there.

Truly, I am so grateful for you all. Your support and love was the foundation of my growth.
Please feel free to contact me.

I love you all,
Selene

Steve Tackett
Beyond The Realm (radio show on para-x-radio.com)

After spending a little time beginning to unpack, I sat down to rest and discovered I had a nose bleed! I’ve been getting them fairly frequently over the past few months, but today’s was pretty bad. I finally decided to look it up in Louise Hay’s You Can Heal Your Life. According to her, the nose represents self recognition. She suggest the affirmation, “I recognize my own intuitive ability.”

Now, this is particularly interesting for me because I’ve never liked my nose. I tend to not be the kind of person who’s particularly focused on physical form, but my nose is something I’ve not liked, not wanted, and would have preferred to change to something more “normal”. Considering my inner struggle with my intuitive gifts and my desire to be “normal”…. this has been an aha! moment. No wonder my Beloved’s insistance that he thinks my nose is cute feels so healing for me.

Louise Hay also says that nose bleeds are related to feeling unseen. She says ”A need for recognition. Feeling unrecognized and unnoticed. Crying for love.”  and she suggests the following affirmation.

I love and approve of myself. I recognize my own true worth. I am wonderful.

This is so truly the medicine that I need. I have struggled so much to feel validated in my choices, in my lifestyle, in my work, and in my “gifts”. If I approve of myself, and truly believe that I am wonderful, then the need for outside validation will fade away.

As I was amazed by the perfection of this affirmation, Cindy Lauper’s “True Colors” came on the radio! I felt this was a gift, a blessing from the angels saying, “yes, we hear you. You are right. You are beautiful. You are, indeed, wonderful.” So, please enjoy the song, as I did, and do consider connecting with this affirmation, as I will.

I see your true colors shining through. I see your true colors and that’s why I love you, so don’t be afraid to let them show! Your true colors are beautiful, like a rainbow.

Selene,

Thank you so very much about your honest reply.  To your question “what does my heart think?” the real answer is I am totally confused.  The reason is that I bought into all this Adama teaching stuff.  So, I have become convinced that this is what is actually going on and I have abandoned what I used to believe which was based a lot on Seth in the 60′s with Jane Roberts.

The problem is that the new thinking is not working for example in solving my own physical problem which is incredibly painful — ***. And it is a problem which is driving me into despair and the Dr can’t fix it either. I thought that if I have created all physical problems, by honestly asking the masters — in my own head — I should get an answer as to what needs healing emotionally that created this particular problem.  I honestly want to solve my own emotional problems, whatever they are and I have a lot of them. For example, [some people ask]  for a miracle.  I am not faulting [them] but I thought that for me that was the wrong approach since I should find out what is the source of the problem that manifests itself physically.  And in my mind, I repeatedly asked the masters to reveal to me what it is that I need to fix so that by implication, the physical problem will disappear. So, I thought that I should be able to fix myself if I am willing to work on myself which I really am despite the fact that I keep messing up.  So, I am  in a continuous restating mode because I keep falling into my old habits.

The way this relates to the channeling post issue is that if it comes down to using my own judgement, or using my heart to ascertain any of the channeled truths than my whole edifice is on extremely shaky grounds.  Because at its core is the belief that I can heal myself and so I am failing myself  in the most profound way.  At this point, I am totally messed up mentally and I don’t know what to think and what to feel.  I am a huge mess. 

Thanks for listening.  God bless you.

Hi Friend,

Thank you for sharing what is on your heart and mind with me. First let me say, I’m not a therapist or a doctor, just a healer and a spiritual person.

We’re all a mess. :) So, you’re not alone in that. I don’t really have answers. I don’t believe anyone who says they do have answers. I think, the transformation we’re all collectively and individually going through is so HUGE that we don’t really have any way of understanding what’s going on, or what will happen. We can all just see bits and pieces of it, which is the value of connecting with multiple teachers and channels. Adama says that the reason the masters speak through many channels, even “impure” ones, is because we all make up different facets of the same gem. Meaning, we all give different sides (or perspectives) to the same picture. Perhaps in this way, we can have some kind of greater understanding about what is so vast.

What are you failing at? There is nothing to fail, you’re living. You are quite successful at all of your experiences, after all, you’re having them aren’t you? Perhaps you haven’t healed your pain because it is teaching you something you haven’t grasped yet. Or not, maybe it really is just whatever you are experiencing. I believe that miracles are possible. I’ll tell you a story. Back in 2007, when I was first consciously learning energy healing, my eye sight was miraculously healed. Meaning, when I opened my eyes, I could see without my glasses as if I had them on. Even though I had strongly believed this was possible, and asked for it, I was still so shocked that the first thing i thought was “I don’t believe it.” I regret those words more than anything else in my life. The healing faded before my very eyes, as I looked about the room. And I today wear glasses, though I know if I had made a different choice in that moment, I wouldn’t need them now. And I would have living proof that energy healing works. I spent the next few months obsessively trying to heal my eyesight, every day, but I eventually let it go, and accepted that for now I wear glasses.

Yeshua said that “It is your faith that has healed you,” after performing miracles. People so misunderstood his message. So many people flocked to him for miracles, for healing. He healed them, and they thought he was the one who did it. But in actually it, it was their free will which healed them. They chose to be healed and he was simply the mirror that reflected their own power to him. It was the strength of their belief that healed them. A woman, dragged herself, on her belly, because she could not walk. She believed so strongly that if she just touched the hem of his clothing, she would be healed, that she literally gave all her strength to the act of getting physically near him. I saw it happen. Somehow, I was aware enough in that moment to understand what she was thinking. When she reached up to touch the hem of his clothing, he turned and saw her and reached down a hand to help her to her feet. Most people who witnessed this believed that the act of reaching a hand to her and helping her to her feet was the act that healed her. I saw the truth. Her choice to believe that touching him would heal her, healed her. He just helped her stand up, after she had already been healed.

If you believe in miracles, then miracles happen.

Adama says that miracles come from the heart. Your mind is what causes confusion. Perhaps the lesson of this experience is not to find what needs to be “fixed” in you, but to open to possibility. Perhaps the lesson is to find the truth inside you about all that you are. Perhaps the lesson is to actively connect with the part of your soul that is connected to ALL THAT IS, the part of your soul that is “ascended”, the part of your soul that is capable of healing yourself. Perhaps this experience of pain is your road to raised consciousness.

I suggest you connect with your heart. There are multiple heart meditations that are available to you. You can ask for more love to flow from your heart to you. I understand that you are trying very hard. Perhaps it would be helpful to let go of “trying” “fixing” “right and wrong” “truth” and simply focus on what is. This is what your experience is in this moment. You want to change it. Perhaps you can connect with your heart in deeper and deeper ways, and perhaps there you will find what you seek.

There is no one way. There is only the way you happen to take.

With Love,
Selene

If you’d like me to be a guest on your show or to speak at your event, then please contact me. :)

This was a wonderful experience, I really loved it! I was honestly nervous, as I didn’t know what questions’s they’d ask and I had to face my fears as a channel (you know, that I’d be “wrong”). I decided to trust myself and trust Adama. So I challenged myself and it went so well.

It was better than I had imagined it would be.

My mom listened. Immediately after the show ended, my mom posted this comment on my facebook page:

I was so amazed by her comment, that I had to take an hour to take it in, before I could call her to chat about the show. My mom is into similar things as me, she often would share with me about some book she had read from some channel or some tv show about the “other side’. I used to try to get her attention, saying things like “you know I can DO that, right mom?” Her eyes would kind of glaze over, and she would continue on with whatever she was saying. Eventually I gave up trying to prove myself to her. I can understand that it’s one thing to read a book, and another thing to accept that your kid is doing what you’re reading about.

But recently, my mom has been opening to understanding more about me.

This comment touched my heart. I had given up hope that my parents would ever understand me. I decided to instead do my best to accept them as they are.

To me, this comment means my mom saw me. Really saw me. That is valuable beyond measure.

I am so grateful.

Just now, I realized what’s different about this site than my other projects. This is the only site I have that I am not collaborating on. I have been working with Adama High Priest of Telos alot alot alot and the Telosians are VERY focused on collaboration. I have been guided to more and more collaboration, I find myself asking for help and people to collaborate with. Could my lack of energy for lightofselene.com be due to the fact that it’s my own work? I’m so tired of being “alone” or whatever.

There are so many channels and healers out there who promote themselves and their healing work as individuals (there are also many who work in teams or collaborate.) I want to collaborate. I want to work with other people. I want to feel our hearts growing in deeper connections. I want to feel that I am part of a conscious collective.

What I mean to say is, I want to offer my services as PART of something.

So…. that’s what I had to say. I’m not sure what will happen with LightofSelene, I feel as if I am on the verge of creation, and massive change. I’m doing my best to be patient. I’ll share with you all what I come up with, when the time comes.

Much love, and gratitude to you all, for all of your support.
Selene